If people don't appreciate you while you're out there giving your best for them, then why do it, right? It just gets glaringly disappointing, and it hurts, yeah it hurts to feel unappreciated. But it doesn't matter, really. Going out of the way to make sure people are okay because you see them as your friends, it's a personal choice. But why does it matter now, because people are okay and they get back up and suddenly nothing matters anymore. I don't understandll. I thought friendship meant something else other than this -you know- fade away kind of feeling. But it happens, it happens all the time, just unexpectedly, with the people you least thought it would happen to.