goner

everything might just seem like i dont care about what's happening around me ; who hates me ; who's gossiping about me ; and all the nonsense targeting & hitting on me , while simply thinking ignoring all these can actually help. anyone can just do that easily, but im not that tough as them--not breaking down in times of difficulties. the fact that anyone can just act like its nothing it's because they simply just try hard to forget everything that happened to them, not because they really treat the hurt as nothing. not everything or everyone can be perfect, even if you've the potential to do so, it doesn't mean you're anything. just got some really mean things that was said about me (apparently hates again) through another friend. what's wrong with hates, everyone has it. but i didn't treat you like crap how could you possibly hate me. even if i really really really had something in me, i won't express myself.